yours truly.....

i've been asked loads of questions,"don't you miss the 'things' u once had?","are you really happy with what you've becoming?" or "are you really sure you gonna stay invisible?".my answer is always "i don't know,but i know people i've been associate with all this while,is the best thing that's ever happened to me,cause they accepted me for who i really am NOT treating me like someone they can put blames on."i just don't know why i'm not happy with the things i have now.changed is the only word i can describe about me,myself

i do agree that i've changed,to better or worse its up to you to describe,just don't make it a chaos.but all i know is,i'm not the same again.

i'll never forget everything i've gone through.my hope in this had already soured,i wont continue my responsibility until i get everything settled.but i know,even if in future the dilemma i'm facing is gonna settle.i really do think this issue will be in the "headlines"again.

this summer break is giving me an opportunity to stop and think of what i really really want and also what i need.i want to think what i really want and i need a pit stop and a bit of encouragement.to continue this path isnt easy at all,i'm too exhausted to accept another tough road trip.

till now,i still dont know what i really wanna do in the coming year,i'm still dealing things very emotionally.but who am i gonna approach to?aiya who cares la,its holiday now sooooooo,i can be a temporary hooligan!oh yea,just so u knw(esp meng jiunn) i wont be updating until after i come bk from s'pore k?i'm going to celebrate christmas there and i'm happy now.

gheeghee,i'm going to meet sandra there too.hohoho.. here i come kai farn!I"M COMING!!!


Riley.S signing off~

which is best?

my bro's boss Bruce came to our house for a visit and i stand a chance to talked to him and get to knw more about engineer.i feel more convinced about being an nuclear engineer then.he took all my fear away from me and now i'm more towards my goal!i shall not think about the things that is not doing good to me.well,hate me for this but who doesnt want the best for themselves?

call a spade a spade

yea,based on the topic above i'm going to be very frank today.u must have been thinking why am i this happy,ryt?well for me,today was the end of the heartsake.Sandra,u are ryt..i've never felt as relief as in now after i involve myself in a community!!!no words can descride how happy and relief i was now since i let myself out from the sorrow.like what u've said,only god knows what will happen tomorrow.i really hope u read this sandra.u r my only goodfriend who is there for me whenever i need a companion to talk to

introduction

yeay its me.i know i've changed my blog out of sudden.but bcox of some inconveniences its best i create a new one.as for my previous post(if u seen it),i dislike ppl trying to fit into my life.its too much of a annoyance for me.for me to forgive and forget,its quite an impossible thing for me to do.i mean,who wants to be annoyed agaiN?anywayz,gonna update ltr.hope that theres no more deja vu