self realisation

i realise i should forget about him.i tried but when we meet up and talk,there's always a "gravitational pull" between us.i tried to avoid accusations that i might have the "thing" towards him.i know i dont deserve for such desires,i tried to forget him.but his name,his face haunts me ever day.only god knows what happened.sigh.anyhow,whats done is done.i decided to forget him,and i will.i will put my studies as my first priority followed by family and friends.but it's still hurt to think of him