2010

2010 is a very stressful year and not to mention,erratic daily schedule.i just feel so weird these day,days i feel a slight depress is uncountable.i really envy of some other people that could cope in everything they're facing and with their family.but mine was just like a roller-coaster ride.adore me today,the next day i'm ur pain in d ass.i'm sick of these kind of feelings.why everything i have just whizzes away?why do i have to face so many obstacles?why i cant get to go on with my will without someone persuading me to risk my future?!i never been a problem child,nor will i,but please just shut up!just quit it!i know u're just giving me a second opinion,but didnt u realized ur opinion had slowly changing to discouraging?!
may be i'm just throwing tantrums after a whole week of hard struggle.but i wished that someone will be there when i'm in my lowest and congratz me during the high.